when AF shows it's ugly head and you feel like a complete and utter failure because yet again there's no BFP just that bitch stabbing you in the heart. what's worse is having to tell the man you love that there's no baby and watch the look on his face. faking being strong "it's okay babe next month could be our month" give him a hug and walk away and make the supper holding back all the tears because you feel like your a let down. our bodies can be so cruel! 😢