Just found out I’m 8 weeks pregnant, told my bf & his reaction wasn’t what I had expected. He said he’s not ready for a baby, which he doesn’t have any kids yet. I have two kids & there father passed away over a year ago. He said if I didn’t have any kids, he would have no problem keeping this baby. He basically told me if I decide to keep this baby he wants me completely out of his life. But if I get rid of the baby then things will continue how things are now. I’m torn I don’t wanna put myself through an abortion, since I’ve done it before. But he really doesn’t want this baby. & my emotions are all over the place. I have literally been driving myself crazy these past few days!! Helpppp advice please!