Here’s a little insight into my life. Ive been separated from my husband since October of last year. He’s very emotionally abusive. I’ve given him so many chances and I’m at the cusp of divorce. I’m so close to filing I can taste it. Anyways, I just had my beautiful baby girl 4 months ago she’s the only good thing that has come from my horrible marriage. I have 2 boys from a previous relationship my oldest is 11 and my middle child is 9. My husband and I have had sex twice between now and having my daughter in times when we were trying to work through our issues. I just found out I’m pregnant and I’m not ready for this at all. My husband knows and he is saying some pretty cruel things even gone so far as to threaten hurting me of I go through with abortion. I’m scared and alone but I feel strongly about it for the sake of my kids futures.