Getting induced in a few days and feeling sad..

I’m feeling so emotional about having to share my baby boy with the rest of the world. For the past 9 months it’s just been me and him and I feel such a strong bound with him. I’m just not ready to let other people in when it comes to my baby. Honestly the idea of other people holding him gives me anxiety. Also me and the baby’s father are separated and he hasn’t been super involved in this pregnancy so it kinda freaks me out that I have to share my baby with him. Even though we agreed the first year of the baby’s life I’d will be there anytime he has the baby since I’m planning on breastfeeding. He has honestly been very understanding. It just makes me so sad that I’m gonna have to leave my son one day and not be there. I’m having anxiety just thinking about it. So yeah.... I’m more than excited to meet my baby boy! Just not so excited about anyone else meeting him. Is it normal to feel this way?