i don’t know what’s going on....!

so last night i got home from work feeling really nauseous and i had a really bad headache so i ran upstairs and started to throw up. When i was yelling for my mom, my step dad began to get really mad at me and then i just lost it i started bawling my eyes out and then my mom came inside and was not being comforting at all she was telling me to stop crying and to get up and she was asking me what’s wrong but i didn’t even know what’s going on i still don’t and then she was getting mad at me because i didn’t know so i went to my room to change and she kept yelling at me and then i just screamed great parenting because she wasn’t even doing anything to calm me down or to help me. My mom has never been the one to hug me or tell me she loves me and just this once i wanted her to fucking hug me and tell me everything will be okay and she didn’t. Anyways after i threw up again i went to sleep and today has just been awful... i keep crying ever 10 minutes and i don’t even know why, i don’t want to do anything, i want to avoid everyone and i don’t know how to talk to my mom because i feel like she doesn’t care and even if i try she won’t understand she will just try and blame it on my friends and for being on my phone too much. so if anyone could leave a comment giving advice that would be a really huge help thank you:)