I may be a single mom

Japora • 🤰 w/ my 1st baby due Sept. 14 2018 💗 Paisley Gabrielle!!

My boyfriend left me, my babies father left me. What did I do so wrong? He say everything I do irritates him. I’m honestly just venting because I can’t calm down, y’all he has been gone for 3days and I’m losing it. I wish I was strong like most of you mothers out there. I’m not . I need a lil extra push/help motivation. Is that bad? Is it so bad that I feel like I can’t go on by myself?