My views have changed

I have been in church my entire life and I love Jesus and I believe that everything happens when it’s supposed to and that life is precious. I’ve always been pro-life because I just kept saying “it’s murder” and yet now, I’m 5 days late for my period after having unprotected sex almost 3 weeks ago and all I can think is “if I’m pregnant I can’t keep it” and that if I am pregnant, I need to book an appointment ASAP to get an abortion pill. I never imagined that I would be in this situation but now that I am, I understand it. And I feel like now I am pro-choice. The guilt I’m going to feel if I have to do this will be real but I’m 20, in school and living at home. And the potential baby’s “father” doesn’t care that I could be pregnant. And the foster care system in this country is crap. So basically.. I understand the pro-choice movement and I will no longer advocate to take that choice away from any woman.