Terrified! Anyone else?

Jean • 👼 May 2015 (Ectopic 6 weeks), 🌈 👶 April 2017, 👼 June 2018 (MC 7 weeks), 👼 November 2018 (Chemical), 💕 Expecting #2 September 2019

So I’m 5 weeks today and sometimes I don’t feel pregnant. I know I felt this way when I was pregnant with my daughter too but it’s hard not to worry. I have an early scan to rule out ectopic (I’ve had one before) but that’s not until next week. I just don’t want to get too excited if something ends up being wrong. Anyone else in the same boat? 😕