I just want to cry😭

I haven't posted on here for a while because I've been trying to stop obsessing over ttc for my mental and emotional health, but even not focusing on Glow as much as I once was is still messing with me. I just keep seeing my friends posting pictures of their newborns on Facebook and it hurts so much knowing that none of them were even trying for children when they got pregnant and here I am nine months later questioning what I'm doing wrong. I'm just so tired of everyone else ending up pregnant and happy while I sit here miserable and crying and asking what I'm doing wrong. I already took a break from bbt and tracking CM and just relaxing but even that's not helping. It's probably best I just stop trying completely because I feel like I'm going insane. I guess I just needed a bit of a rant because I'm so upset right now. Thanks for listening to my complaining😭😭