I'm so tired of this pregnancy paranoia!!!!!!!

I've had 5 negative tests, on birth control that I took pretty consistently, withdrawal method (which I know has a ton of controversy) and a full blown bloody mess 6 day period SO WHY AM I STILL PARANOID THAT I AM

I HATE ANXIETY

I check my body every day out of fear for the past TWO MONTHS!!!

Please God let this obsessive anxiety be put to rest cause I'm going inssssaaaannneeee....

That is all, thank you for listening.