so annoying ***edit***

I just want to be pregnant.... I'm tired of bfn... I'm tired of being late with no satisfaction of knowing it's because I'm carrying a baby... or even knowing if theres something wrong causing late af... I'm so frustrated because people were posting on Facebook about fathers day and some decided to announce their pregnancies then.. people say "your time will come" or "just stop trying it'll happen" but then how do you know that for sure? what if I'm physically unable to have children... I just want to know whats going on... been trying for 14 months and i thought after being this late I'd be pregnant...but still.... BFN...

***edit*** sorry ladies i want to remain autonomous... but i haven't gone to a dr. my insurance doesn't kick in until July 2nd so its a waiting game...