I SERIOUSLY thought this was my month. 😭 I’m crying writing this. There wasn’t even a vvvvvfl. Then just to kick me while I’m down, stupid AF shows her ugly face two days early. My SO keeps looking at me questionably and even asked what’s wrong. But I can’t bring myself to tell him that I’ve started my period and its got me feeling upset, angry, and stressed. I just feel soo stupid thinking back to all the things I actually thought were early symptoms!! Wow. Talk about pathetic! so here’s to yet another stupid cycle, more planning, counting, hoping, preying, legs up, vitamins, alllllll the googling... ugh. Why God? Why can’t I have my turn? Why do I keep failing?