It’s hard to feel beautiful

I know sometimes i’m convinced im beautiful. Even my boyfriend says it. Sometimes my family teases me that i’m over reacting. I thought cutting my hair would boost me up. It did until my mother said I looked like Dora and called me Ugly. I was hurt but soon got over it. I feel like my complexion, skin, smile and ethnicity really effect me really hard. Sometimes I wish not being mexican/hispanic. Due to having rough skin, thick greasy hair, being hairy, back acne and chest acne, sweaty very easily and being expected to be pretty as a hispanic. It’s hard to go on Instagram and Twitter without comparing myself and life to beautiful white girls on the internet. I’m hurt the fact that I do to myself. I’m 18. It’s hard for me to realize that I am. I came here for some boost of confidence?

These pictures are recent.