my bf and I are long distance. he's in the military stationed across country from me. this distance has been so hard I try to keep busy with work. my best friend past away a few months ago and everyone else is just too busy to hang out with me. I just feel so alone. my bf has absolutely no problems making friends wherever he goes. he's always with friends and I feel like he doesn't appreciate me as much as he used to. he always tells me he wishes we could be together and he misses me but then he'll go out for the weekend and not even send a text. obviously im not going to tell him not to go out but I just feel so lonely and basically like a loser just sitting at home alone. i try to talk about my feelings but idk if he actually understands.. idk I'm just in this depressed state right now I just needed to rant I guess..