dilemma

ok so look. i’m pregnant. I REALLY want a boy (but i MOSTLY just want a healthy baby) but i also REALLY want a boy if that makes sense.

BUT

I also REALLY want a girl. and even though i RALLLLYY am hoping it’s a boy, i KNOW 100% that if it’s a boy, i’m gonna ask my SO if we can have another one so i can have a girl too 😭😩

we’ve already spoken about it, he has no preferences on what we have, he’s excited either way & is totally down to have more kids!

but i DONT want more kids right now omg. i knowwwww i’m overreacting right now lol but i’m kinda just ranting cause i am so excited for this baby, regardless of gender. its so beautiful that me & his love made MORE love ugh i can’t deal with this 😩😩 i want all his kids lmao