not even going to do it

Crystal

I'm not going to call him.... sometimes I miss him... his mom did some innapropiate shit to him when he was younger and I resonated with that. he hurt me but ladies he showed me what love was again. I'm mad he didn't show up for court. He has a bench warrant for his arrest for 5000$ but really 500$. I am a woman that tries to save high as, but this time I couldn't. I want to call him but what's done is done. he didn't show up to court yesterday. I'm in a bad position.I feel bad the court picked up our case. I still miss him. But he did too much.