Single forever 😭😔

Sometimes I feel like I will stay single forever, like a guy will never acknowledge the fact that I even exists or bother getting to know me. This really hits me hard because I know I’m not pretty or anything around that I’m not skinny and I’m not tall. I am a very shy and reserved person so people don’t really know the real me unless they talk and get to know me and even then I still have problems opening up to them I have major trust issues and it takes a lot for me to open up to someone. I wanna meet a guy know what it’s like to fall in love but how can I possibly do that if guys don’t even bother looking my way. I’ve tried loosing weight but it worthless I’m so insecure about my self 😭😭😭 that I don’t even like stepping outside my house anymore I just wanna be like any other normal teenage girl.💔💔💔