3some

my man and I had a threesome last night. but I'm feeling some type of way about it. I feel like my man just cheated on me right in front of me. I feel like he fucked her better than he does with me. I also feel like she was all about him and not me. Like it was her first time being with a girl she says but it was like she didn't want to touch me. I didn't get fucked at all. Every time I close my eyes I see them fucking and idk what to do. I wanted to try another one with a girl that knows what she is doing. Any advice?