Miscarriage at 20

I recently miscarried at age 20. It was an unplanned pregnancy and I was actually unaware I was pregnant until I did. It was very early. I have so many feelings about this and I don’t know how to feel. I don’t want a baby but I’m still kind of sad. My boyfriend and I have a great relationship and we have talked about it but I feel like men don’t really understand. Did anyone else have a miscarriage at such a young age and struggle with it.