Need a little advice... 😶

So to start off I have two sisters who are pregnant sister A is 18, and sister B is 19. Neither are married or engaged.

They’re two months apart in their pregnancy, sister A just graduated high school w me and just got back from Texas where she was supposed to move with her child’s father. But ended up coming back because they had no money, her boyfriends dad offered them a house where they’re going to pay all the bills for them.

Sister B moved out of my dads house before she found out she was pregnant, and got a place with her boyfriend/child’s father. So my family helps her pay her bills, and get a car. Her boyfriend works, but she quit her job when she found out she was pregnant (although she has no complications or issues).

I know none of it really makes sense, but I’ve wanted a baby for a while now. And for them to both get pregnant and have everything handed to them, makes me jealous and angry at the same time. For the fact I’m not pregnant, have a full time job (and have had a job since I was 15), and my family doesn’t bother to help me out with anything.