Help?

I’m scared to go for an abortion, I want one but scared of the process of the procedure and after the procedure.

This is my choice but I need reassurance, I am in no way ready to raise, care or love a child of my own just yet. The father is supporting of my choice and has been amazing since I have found out.

I don’t know how to work out how many week along I am and I’m very confused on how to do so, my doctor wasn’t very comfortable talking to me about my pregnancy and he didn’t believe that I was at first, he didn’t seem to be comfortable talking about abortions so he gave me numbers to call and told me to do it all myself. I am young but obviously not so responsible, I just wish I didn’t get myself into this.

I have anxiety so doing things myself is hard as I panic quite badly.

Really I just need someone to talk to who has been through it before. If you have read this, can you post a comment and I’ll message you, you’d make me feel more relaxed and less worried about the procedure.

Update?-

Thank you ladies that have helped me in my decision, I’ve now got a consultation appointment on Wednesday and hoping to get the appointment the next day on Thursday. Thank you for giving me the information I needed to be confident in my decision.