fingers crossed

well I had lost hope. I knew I would get af today and woke up to some spotting. I picked myself up and went about my day knowing this was my last month we were going to try and knowing it was all over. and now after hours and hours of waiting for cramps and bleeding there is nothing. not even spotting anymore. now I have been late before I was a bit irregular for a while until my mc in February. since then I have been on the the day every month. until today. so fingers crossed I dont get bombarded with af awfulness tonight in my sleep!. I'll be taking a test on Sunday if she doesnt show. that will be 14 dpo!.