Miah is meant to be 6 weeks old today 😭

But she's not..she's forever going to be 5 weeks and 2 days old..😭

Miah Rose Grace Campbell was our first baby, we loved her and still love her more than she could ever imagine 😭❤️ she made us laugh every single day 😭😭 she was a stunning picture of perfection, she was incredible, more than that, she was everything that we wanted and so much more, 6 days ago in Monday morning the 18th of June I lost my gorgeous girl and I will never be the same!! I just want to scream until I have nothing left to give 😭💔 I want her back!!!, I hate the nights, I just keep crying in my partners arms, I can't sleep on the left side of the bed, or my left side, we aren't even at our house.. I can't bare to be home..we've been staying in a hotel for 6 days 😭 I'm only 18 and my partner is about to turn 20 but we wanted to be young parents, we were more than ready for our baby girl and we actively tried for her and we were so beyond happy to have our Miah and our perfect family 😭❤️ it makes it harder to go home.. we have so

Much stuff of hers that she never got the chance to use or wear or play with..😭we had enough to last until she was at least 2 and we were adding to her collection 😭 we are going to miss her first word, her first steps, her first tooth, the Christmas, easters, scaring the monsters away, the first days of school, the hating of boyfriends, the helping her walk to school, the gorgeous art work of hers to hang on the wall, the days when she would find someone she truly loves and have children of her own 😭 we are going to miss everything 😭 what the hell am i going to do without her I don't know 💔💔💔 im so broken 😭😭 I just want her back so fucking badly I don't know how I could ever live without my beautiful girl 😭💔 i don't know how I'm doing it now 😭😭😭 I love you so fucking much Miah Rose Grace Campbell 😭😭😭💔💔💔 I will never ever ever ever in forget you in my whole life until the day we meet again 😭 I'm just sorry that I have to walk this earth for so many more years to come before that day comes 😭😭❤️❤️

Miah Rose Grace Campbell 💜

12•05•18 💕

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18•06•18💔

Forever in my heart, blood, soul, and mind 😭

I would post more it's just so hard 😭😭😭 I miss my baby girl so fucking much 😭😭❤️❤️ my heart is beyond shattered 😭😭