I need some LDR advice..

Okay so my boyfriend works in the oilfield and when he comes home to Cisco TX he works for the fire department. I live in Fort Worth TX so when he’s home he is an hour and half away...and when he’s working for the oilfield he works In monahans TX which is like 5 hours away..and he’s gone for the oilfield 3 weeks out of every month! And when he’s home for one week he’s working for the fire department. Well he’s been home for a week now and I’ve stayed every night this week except for Thursday night and last night..granted he hasn’t been to work for the fire department this week Cuase he’s trying to get a new oilfield job in Cisco. But his chief called him in to work today and I was gonna stay the night tonight but he wants him to work a double..so he has to work tomorrow..and then my boyfriend has to go do paperwork for the new job on Monday...I may get to stay Monday night..but idk..he may leave wensday to go back to West Texas...i don’t know why this is so hard...he was gone for 3 weeks and I was fine..but now this is hard...I love him so much and I’m trying to be strong...