I just want this out there

to me, love is one of the strongest, most complicated feelings to feel. it’s always been a toss up between, is this really love? am I really in love? is this as good as it gets? growing up i’m expecting love to be this extraordinary thing that happens to best of people In the sweetest of ways. i expected to fall in love w my knight in shining armor who brings me flowers everyday & showers me w endless hugs & kisses but it isnt like that. I found home in a ninja turtle loving, chip fanatic, strawberry colored hair boy. I find myself experiencing love in a way I haven’t before. in a way that is as good as it gets in every way. now w love, comes compromises. but every compromise is worth working for, it’s not the “ugh you like this so I’ll do it” it’s laying on your chest, listening to your heart dance for hours just so you can sleep peacefully. it’s staying in the first outfit I put on, cause you convinced me I looked like a queen. it’s clearing out some of my stuff for yours in my house, so we both feel grounded. w every compromise, I fall more in love. w every expectation exceeded, I fall more in love. I adore how you pronounce some words cause you’re from down south, I adore the weird food creations you come up w(pretty good btw), I adore the love we have & every compromise we come up w. they say not to ever compare relationships, but when I think of where I was last year, to where I am now, I can’t believe it. I can’t believe that there actually is a person, who really thinks of me as their other. there’s a person who rubs my back until I fall asleep cause i’m not feeling well, a person who rolls over in bed just to hold me closer, a person who wants nothing but the best for me. i’m w someone now, who does nothing but push me towards a better future. i’m w someone now, who shows me the love i never thought i deserved. to me, love is one of the strongest, most complicated feelings to feel, now, because this feeling of being in love, is so uncontrollable & unconditional.