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some days I just feel so numb but in my head I just know I'm sad. and all I can do is cry. my chest feels heavy, my nose burns, my ears pop and I just can seem to hold myself together. I dont know whats wrong and I don't want to talk about it. Because it won't stop. I just get sadder and at some point it fades away and I'm back to normal. I just want it to stop. in so intensly upset that I just can't bear it. I don't think about anything. all I can feel is my sadness. and its annoying