Exhausted...

Ladies I’m at that point again where I’m totally exhausted and losing hope in ever becoming a mother. Yes I know “I’ve been trying this long” I’m sorry that you’ve been trying longer than me but it doesn’t change the fact that every month I become heart broken all over again. It doesn’t change the fact that my depression kicks in full throttle and I just feel worthless because I’m still not a mother. I can’t help but be scared to retest in the morning because of the faint positive I got last night, I’m just so scared for another hard month for me... I’m sorry for such a depressing hope, I’m just exhausted.