Vagina surgery?

Okay so I'm posting this anonymously because I'm still just not super open about it. Actually no one knows at all.

But I was reading a post about whether or not a guy has ever called your vagina something bad or something along those lines. I had an outtie vagina so my labia was longer and i hated it so much. SO much. It wasn't attractive to me and I was super super self conscious. I rarely had sex and if I did it was always in the pitch black dark and I wouldn't let the guy touch me with his hands.

Anyway i had such a complex over it and decided I wanted surgery and I'm mostly saying this because although it's ideal to just embrace the things you don't like about yourself, sometimes it's super hard to do that and honestly sometimes plastic surgery is the answer. I'm really happy with my decision.

I'm also not saying this to say everyone who has an outtie vagina is ugly, I just personally preferred a different look.

I'm honestly in love with the way it looks and I appreciate it so much. Like it's so pretty to me and apart of my body I'm super happy and confident with. Ive never felt that way about myself.

The guy I'm in love with also said that it was pretty out of no where when we first started hanging out and it really made me soooo happy. It was the best compliment and he's said it on a few different occasions.

BUT he's also said it was very tight and wet soooooo the inside really does matter more than what it looks on the outside. I thought I was loose bc of the way the outside looked and it turns out my theory was wrong bc the only thing that changed was the outside skin.

I hope everyone finds their vaginas beautiful and feels that power and confidence and I just wanted to tell you that there are many ways to get to that point, you don't always have to just accept it (although I encourage it because it's cheaper & natural)