Mom won’t talk to me cause I have herpes UPDATE UPDATE

I’m 99% sure I have herpes. I’m planning to go to the doctor tomorrow to find out for sure but when I told my mom, she freaked out and won’t talk to me. I’m scared. I’m really scared and I know the consequences for what I’ve done but we’re usually so close and i need her more than ever right now. I don’t know what to say to her (or my boyfriend) to get her to talk to me and help me.

Update: we talked and we think it’s hsv 1 from oral sex since it showed up on my mouth first. We’re going to the gyno together tomorrow to find out for sure. I’m still super scared but I think acting chill will keep her chill

Update 2: I told my boyfriend who then looked at his dick and ofc he notices them too. He really doesn’t think it’s herpes (weird) but is still super supportive. He’s going out of town this week so I have the lovely job of finding out what is going on and what can we do.

Update 3: I got the results back today and it’s HSV1. The pain was really bad the last two days and Percocet was my life saver but today I’m feeling better and my doctor says the pain should only get better. I still have so many questions about being hsv positive but relieved the worst outbreak will be over soon.

Update 4: the outbreak is almost completely over and my boyfriend comes back into town in a few days. Thank you all for the love and support!