Afraid to move

I was taken advantage of when I first moved to a new school when I was 9. Not the bullying kind. It lasted for half a year and I've been traumatized from it.

My family is talking about moving to a big city now, and it makes me nervous. I was sexually assaulted for 3 months this year by a girl who couldn't accept the fact that I was straight. I was forced to be stuck with her as well, or else she'd have a seizure from stress.

I tried to tell my parents my fears, but I can't get it out without having an anxiety attack. I'm scared I'll be approached by strangers again like when I'm in the mall, or people will make moves as soon as I'm alone. This has happened to me in public places, and nobody comes to my defense. They just watch.

This is just life. But I don't know how to deal with the anxiety and stress. I'm going to be a sophomore in high school.