I don’t know if I will make it 😓

I am 34 weeks today and I’ve been miserable for the last couple of weeks, my hips are in excruciating pain at night, can’t sleep unless I take Unisom, every time I walk I feel like he will fall off my vagina any minute, my mucus plug keeps falling off in chunks, Braxton Hicks are no joke and when I have them I have to stop and brace myself, his head is already engage in my lower pelvis, and I constantly feel the lighting sharp pain in my vagina and the constant feeling like I have to pee and poop, but nothing happens when I’m in the bathroom , I know TMI 😐, he is measuring a week ahead and he is already 6 1/2 pounds! The doctor thinks he might be a nine pounder if I make it to my due date, I have to put myself in bed rest since no matter what I do anything makes me feel like my water will brake and causes contractions, my husband thinks I’m exaggerating, but I’m not, just thinking that i have 6 more weeks to go makes me want to curl and cry, anybody feeling like this too? My first pregnancy was so easy, he went over a week and half and he was barely 7 pounds, I can’t imagine this baby being overdue! Every part of my body hurts! Sorry I had to vent..... I want my baby to keep growing and be healthy, I just don’t think my body can handle this for another 6 weeks 😢

UPDATE:

Baby is measuring 9.4 pounds and doctor will be inducing me next Wednesday. I’ll be 39 weeks and baby will be a little bigger, but she is afraid that if he gets any bigger I might end up needing a C-section, as it is I’m afraid to push such a big baby on my own 😨. I don’t know if my Va-jay-jay can handle it, will it go back to normal? My first was 7 pounds but he caused some tearing with his shoulder. I ended up with lots of stitches but I healed and eventually went back to normal, as far as sensation and satisfaction. I don’t want to have permanent damage down there.. any moms with big babies? How long did it take for everything to heal and go back to normal down there?? I’m so glad my baby is healthy and growing really well, but I’m so ready to be done! I used to be one of those women who loved their pregnancy and would never think of saying the common phrase of “I want this baby out!!” But here I am saying it, every pregnancy is different and every woman is different, and this pregnancy has made me more sympathetic of everyone going through a hard time during pregnancy, while some symptoms can be a breeze for some women, that same symptom can be torture for others, it’s not a matter of who is stronger or who is weak, everyone wants a healthy baby but not everyone goes through the same experience during pregnancy, there are a lot of factors that play into it, like age, weight, any disabilities or disease, pain tolerance, number of pregnancies, experience, mental health...the list goes on and on every pregnancy is unique and can be so different for everybody, I learned that the hard way but I’m happy and proud of every momma out there making the best of it. I hope everyone is doing well, we can finally see the light at the end of the tunnel! I been having tons of contractions and had my “bloody show” yesterday, so maybe he will come on it’s own?? Probably not... but I hope so! Good luck to us all lovely moms waiting on our precious angels to arrive!

We can do it!