Found out today our second child and last is another boy. I’ve dreamed about having a girl all my life and it upsets me that she will never be. I know I will love this little boy as much as I love my firstborn son but I’m just coming to terms with never having a little girl. I keep thinking about how excited and relieved I would be feeling now if we’d found out it was a girl. We are so lucky to be having a second child and we are still so over the moon. Time will make it easier and meeting him will replace these feelings with pure love. I know, that but tonight I’m allowing myself to shed a few tears 😪