Boyfriend cheated .

Hi ladies ,

I’m 8 weeks pregnant and found out my boyfriend was cheating on me with not 1 BUT 2 females , there could be more . I put him out , and he seriously acts like he has NO remorse .. he told me he doesn’t care about me and doesn’t want anything to do with me. I’m devastated ladies , never have I ever not wanted to be alive but that’s how I feel. I’m pregnant and can’t sleep , can’t eat my eyes are swelled practically shut from crying .. I just don’t know how to get past this & with being pregnant it makes everything so much worse. I’m not even saying I want him back but I want him t regret what he did and miss me and TRY to come back. Just so I can say no , and hurt him the way he hurt me . 😔