Okay I love him but

Okay we date for seven months I feel in love you stole my virginity we were great but you gave up on me realized a little to late and I didn’t want to give you a change but I came to my senses and did then a two week later you dumped we I tired to forget each other I moved on two months later your back in my life and I wanted you back so much you want me back we talk about it and you saying all th right things treating me the way you promise you change on your own and did everything I ask minus waiting two year but now I don’t wanna wait and I want to be with you I want you your perfect the man I fell madly In love with I want you so much I love you but I am so scared it gonna end terribly but I want you so bad I miss you but ugh I don’t know what to do