I snapped

I just completely lost my cool and shouted at my 8mo son 😒 he’s being super fussy this morning and I can’t seem to do anything right for him. He’s tired but is fighting sleep, wants milk but then spits it out, wants to be held but then starts kicking out and pulling hair when I hold him. I just don’t know how to help him and my patience has run out. He was the same at 2:30am and it took me 45 minutes to rock him to sleep whilst being used as a human punch bag, and it sounds pathetic but it actually hurts a lot- in covered in bruises from him. And now lack of sleep plus being kicked in the fucking throat has lowered my tolerance for it immensely.

Sigh 😕