Just need to vent for a second.

I am completely over being pregnant. I totally understand those women who try so hard to get pregnant and say “you should be so grateful”. I am, trust me. I tried for 13 months to get pregnant with my first. Anyway... I am over this. I have a 1 year old crawling all over me, who is now at a clingy tantrum stage. I am nauseous CONSTANTLY, my husband is 800 miles away until I’m 27 weeks. My body literally feels like a train hit me. I am OVER this!!! I hate being sick, it is one of my worst issues because I hate it so much. I don’t have time to be sick, I have a toddler to take care of. It doesn’t help that I’m stressed constantly and super angry and emotional. I just can’t do this anymore. I feel terrible and I wasn’t and am not ready for another baby right now. I’m excited but holy cow. So much is happening. My husband comes home October and then leaves November for a YEAR in another COUNTRY!!! I have my 20 year old brother living off of me until he gets his shit together, and I’m a full time mom. I just feel like a wreck right now. Anyway, I just needed to vent since I have no friends. Thanks for reading this far. Please no hate, I really don’t think I can handle it right now.