No longer focused on TTC and exercising

After 2 mc's I have decided to focus on myself. Ive spent alot of time crying, praying and mourning and now I am focusing on me, my husband and our 7 year old. Got back into exercising and running and although I do not see many changes yet, I feel good. I want to get back in shape and have confidence. Exercising has helped me to feel better overall. I feel joy again. I am in love with my husband and very much attracted to him.. even our sex life is better! Hopefully, when our times comes, my body will be strong and I will be healthy enough to carry our second child. For now, I am focused on getting myself to a better place.