18 and never had a boyfriend

i’m 18 and i’ve never had a boyfriend.

i’ve kisses boys and i’ve had sex before but no boy has ever liked me enough to be his girlfriend.

i just graduated high school and i realized that i went through all of my school years without ever having a boyfriend and it’s bumming me out

people tell me i’m not ugly, but it’s hard to believe when i’ve never had a boyfriend

is this normal??? what age did you guys have your first boyfriend