I'm 30 going on 31. I have one amazing child whom I adore. I also have horrible anxiety and PTSD. I try not to show my daughter because she picks up on my actions. Anyone who has panic disorders can understand how lonely and exhausting they feel. I want to move on from this anxiety, I want to live my life again and be happy and care free. I guess my question is, why anxiety, we me? I have major health issues, which is the cause of the anxiety. I've major incidents that have made me an absolute overly anxious person. I have gotten better but it still sucks so bad. On top of all that, I desperately want another child and am working towards that with no luck. I am trying to be positive, it really does help to get it all out though. Thanks for

listening.