So I’m 8 months pregnant . My bd recently wrecked my car and that same night i went thru his phone and found out he was cheating on me this whole time. His family got the nerve to be mad at me cause when i went to look at the car i told the police that my bd was driving . My bd has been asking me to give him another chance and let him make things up to me but i feel like i can no longer trust him . I’m not even mad about the car anymore cause his life cant be replaced but a car can . I love him so much and I’m just hurt right now , my heart hurts . All i can do is cry . I really jus wanted a family , i just wanted him . But i can’t allow myself to be anybody fool . Just typing this I’m crying like you don’t understand how hurt i am . It hurts so much 😔😔 My mom and family keep telling me to move on but how can i just let somebody go like that especially when I’m about to have his whole child . As you can tell through this post I’m just talking in circles smh . I’m just hurt man , hurt isn’t even the word . My heart feels like it’s broken in a million pieces . I hate starting over . Who likes to constantly start over all the time 😓