From the moment you told me you liked me I was confused... I should’ve given you an answer right away and the day you gave me that gift you should’ve kissed your cheek or at least hugged you... I guess deep down I was in denial about how I felt about you and Although I gave you an answer two days later saying yes I wish I didn’t hesitate but what was I supposed to do!? A month before you asked me out you were asking me for advice on asking out one of our friends and you constantly talked to me about girls so maybe I was scared that you’d move in from me too just like you did eventually... you were my best friend and while we dated it was amazing... you were my first kiss, my first boyfriend, my first love, the first person I actually admitted my feelings for to their face while I still had them... I loved dancing with you and the hugs you would give me, the way I could talk to you about almost anything except the problems I didn’t want you to worry about... I think that was the problem you know? Like not opening up to you which might’ve made you think I didn’t trust you but I did, I was just too scared to depend on anyone... but none of this matters now because now you have a new girlfriend, and I haven’t met her but that’s ok because all I want is to have our friendship back, to be as close as we were, and to have you back in my life and if we ever date again I promise you I’ll try my best to open up and let you in on what’s going on and to love you like I once did