Not in love anymore

I'm not sure if I love my husband anymore. It's only been a year and I don't even like to kiss him. He's rude to me at least once a day. The other day he told me to shut the hell up after I told him I didn't want to stay the full week at his family reunion. I'm only 21 but we have a baby. He's not abusive but I'm not attracted to him or feel like I can open up to him about anything. Marriage sucks. Any advice? 😞