Today and last night have been fucking hell.

So yesterday was weird because basically my man is literally so addicted to fortnite... yea fortnite, we talked a little on and off and had a good day but I got really sick at the end of the night and just wanted to talk to him, his messages barely send through and I always get to paranoid that he’s Lowkey ignoring me because we talk through Snapchat most of the time

So around 1 I was in a good mood but I still felt gross and sick,he asked for nudes and he’s got this weird lil fetish he wanted me to send him and I told him I didn’t wanna tonight because I didn’t feel good. And he’s like “ok whatever” and told me to go to bed.

Usually when he wants me to send nudes he hyped me up. But last night I felt like a nothing because he didn’t do that at all. He was just being short with it all.

After that I told him it was just disrespectful and all that. Then I started jumping to conclusions like are you getting bored of me?? Or do you not wanna be with me?? He avoids fights all the time. He just goes “omg whatever” or “ok” or “fine” he hates fighting.

After I said that he was like “for fuck sakes would you stop. Like honestly” then I told him he was being disrespectful and he goes “why do you always just assume absolute bullshit then start fucking drama over it with the only guy that loves you” then I told him I was lucky he even replies something he felt then he goes “ok night” we haven’t talked since then and I feel so ugh!!! Do I just leave him alone for a while or do i fucking freak out?

Someone tell me I’m over thinking.. I want a positive side to all this 😭