So I feel really bad we went to our 12 weeks ultrasound two weeks ago and they said they think the baby is a girl I can’t help but feel disappointed I really want a boy I know all I should want is a healthy baby and I feel like a terrible mother but theirs part of me that when I go for ultrasound sound next week I’m hoping it will be a boy has any one else experienced this and then when the baby was born you was happy no matter what I know I will love it because I already do love it.