Hymen ring - jaggered looking

Hi so im 22, have never had sex, I was an avid gymnast and still have. Y flexibility. Anywhie, the most sexual activity ive ever experience was with my boyf who fingered me a couple times. Some times he was a bit rough and I did one time bleed a fair bit and felt so embarrased. Anyway, I occasionally look down there and my what I believe is my hymen ring is quite jaggered, zig zag looking. Could that be from the finger activityn we did also do occasional dry activity on top of each other where he would again be quite rough and at times i bruised a lot. Thoughts?