This happened over 2 years ago I just finally want to share my story my so and I are back together and happier than ever (we only broke up for one week and to this day I still haven’t talked to that old best friend)

A while back I was with one of my friends at her boyfriends house and we got drunk... really fucking drunk... I had drank 18 bottles of screwdrivers I was gone. I’ll admit I did kiss this guy which is super wrong on my part... I shouldn’t have even been there. So then the guy I kissed took complete advantage and took me to a room and ripped my pants off and had sex with me while I repeatedly told him no and I wasn’t ready for this... so I was raped. He said he came in me and there was nothing I could do about it... so my best friend that was there with me took me and we got me a Plan B the next morning... that same best friend told my boyfriend about it before I could (I got her a job with him so that’s how she was able to do that). She didn’t tell him I was raped... she told him I had sex with someone else. So I didn’t know she was the one who told him and he broke up with me and she continued being my friend and I didn’t even know what she had done. So here I was just got raped... lost my boyfriend... and she was being fake (but I didn’t know that yet) so she had been texting my so the whole time we were broken up talking about my every move I made little did I know... a week later I tell her I’m meeting up with my so to talk and she begged me not to bc she knew she was caught.. anyways we met up and he told me she is the one who told him. At this time I didn’t even know I was raped.. I thought it was my fault bc I was drunk and I felt like such a shitty person (which I should have bc I did kiss him and that’s still wrong) anyways we get back together (still together today 4yr strong) and he tells me I don’t need to be friends with her anymore bc she’s bad for me.. which she was. And I haven’t talked to her to this day and she sent me long paragraphs about how I’m a piece of shit for a long time but I never replied.... but ladies!!!! If you’re taken advantage of YOU WERE RAPED. I needed to hear that and I know someone else will too... I’m not the best story teller... but seriously I went a whole year not realizing that it was rape I know I said no over and over but I thought since I was drunk it was my fault. No!!!! He knew better he heard me continually saying no and someone else needs to hear this. I never took the word rape lightly.. ever. And I didn’t want to be the little girl who yelled rape... but I was raped.