i’m done.

i seriously can’t take much more of this family. i just can’t do it anymore. i’m tired of being treated as the bad guy because i will not allow my sister to be anywhere near my daughter. cos removed all three of her kids, i’m not going to risk losing mine bc she’s around her when my mom is watching her.

i cant take the constant battles between my mom and i because of my sister. my sister has stolen over $10K from my dad, over $50K in just items stolen from the house. i cant take the constant taking sides of if i’m going to tell my dad what’s going on or keeping quiet to keep my mom from getting yelled at.

i’m tired of being torn between being loyal to my dad for letting him know what’s going on, or being loyal to my mom for keeping shit quiet.

i cant take another 20 years of this shit. i have a fucking child that isn’t even here yet and a child that isn’t even mine (my nephew whose parents passed away 9 days after he was born) to worry about.

they went to IN this weekend to see my aunt who came in from CA. my sister got in my mother’s face and yelled at her, my little brother (one of the kids taken away by cps) who gets to stay with my mom during the summer literally RAN my aunt off right after i got home from work because he was talking about his sexuality to my cousins who aren’t exposed to people being gay where they’re from.

my sister is 38 years old, meth addict with her husband who is also a meth addict. i’m not allowed to have any contact with my little sisters because of her.

my husband hates seeing me go through this, but he knows there’s nothing he can do about it. he agrees with me that he doesn’t want my sister anywhere near our daughter.

sorry for the rant, but i just can’t do it anymore. i physically, mentally, and emotionally can’t handle the bullshit anymore. i’m bawling my eyes out as i post this because i have literally no one to talk to about this that is an outside view.

*my sister is my biological mother. i was adopted by my grandparents at 3-weeks old. the woman who i call mom in the post is the one who adopted me.*