So this is my first pregnancy. I’m 12 weeks today and am having a mental breakdown. I love love love kids with my whole heart, but I don’t see myself as a mom. I’m 24 and will be 25 in September. Me and my so are getting married soon. We had no intentions of ever having a baby. This was all a big uh oh. It’s actually a really crazy story that sounds so made up but I’ll go ahead and explain. TMI but he sleeps naked and I sleep in a huge t shirt with no panties. Well I’m guessing he was acting out a dream and I’m a heavy back sleeper. I woke up to something hurting my back and he was on top of me, I woke him up as soon as he was finishing. I stated ovulating the next day. I thought about getting plan b but for some reason it didn’t feel like the best choice to me. He made jokes about people getting pregnant while drunk and said what if you got pregnant, it would be a sleep baby. So we sorta joked about it until I missed my period. Long story short we never wanted kids and ended up getting pregnant in the weirdest way possible. Abortion and adoption are not options for us. We both love kids we just never saw ourselves are parents. Is this a normal feeling? Idk but I’m hoping it goes away