got a bill in the mail the other day from my misscarrige appointment in the ER back in may .. bawled my eyes out.. went to a birthday party for a friend of my boyfriends kids.. (my ex boyfriend) im.best friends with his sister who has 2 kids... anyways.. my ex boyfriend has a 1year old.. she wad bawling when his new gf was holding her.. she would put her down and she ran right up to me made me hold her.. continued doing this all day while i was there.. got home that night i could not stop crying.. i literally cried all night. my boyfriend had to call into work i was such a mess.. i truly have no idea why that bothered me so much but i was such a mess😢🌈💔👶