Maybe Pregnant after a missed?

Last time I was pregnant I got extremely sick for at least 2 weeks and nothing would help me. It went away on it’s own. The thing is at the time I didn’t know I was pregnant until I got better. I also have thyroid issues, so I think that might have caused my miscarriage?

I lost the baby at 10weeks.

Anyway, I’m now 11 days late. Have been feeling off, my boobs are sore. Yesterday night I had mild cramps and lower back pain. No spotting and period hasn’t gotten here yet. Today I woke up sick, is this it?

I never get sick, so I’m really thinking about getting a test done. But I’m so afraid of the result. If it’s positive I’ll be terrified of loosing it again & if it’s negative I’ll be devastated.

Am I being too much of a drama queen? Or is this normal after suffering a miscarriage?